>remember that boy?
>he met that girl
>face to face
>that time together he had a rollercoaster or emotions
>she pushed all his boundaries
>he was as scared as was happy
>he couldn't stop shaking
>she noticed that
>they lit one
>that was too much for him, he knew what to do, just couldn't
>decided pass a newbie image
>forced coughing, didn't hurt at all
>she wanted too much of him
>he was a virgin
>virgin of everything
>he didn't liked almost anyone
>there was no pressure, he just locked himself
>she pushed way too much
>he couldn't do it
>he was still shaking
>she gave up
>they frenched
>he just couldn't do it,
>involuntarily pulled himself away,
>involuntarily mimic moves that he wasn't aware of
>it was pretty bad
>he felt bad for her
>she consoled him
>he loved her for that
>he never wanted to do that again, just until he was comfortable enough
>she read him so well
>...
>he just wanted to be with her
>so nervous that he felt like he needed to do something
>he could only talk
>she wasn't too much on it
>she was too deep in experiences that he never lived before
>bad for both of them
>... no need for commenting
>he still loves her
>he couldn't think of not breaking up with her
>he was with the same mind as he came with two weeks before
>there was no reason for her to be with him
>they were friends that love each other,
>he tried to convince himself of that
>he never asked
>she did throw a bunch of clues
>he couldn't believe that,
>somehow his friends and his family have gotten into his head
>"if she likes you, why she hides you?"
>he couldn't say the truth
>she never did say the truth (about that)
>or, she did,
>he just didn't noticed or wanted the words
>if it was indeed a question of acceptance,
>there would be no worries
>he still loved her
>maybe was time to let her go,
>she confused him too much
>she was too nice and pretty for him
>he wasn't nearly as experienced enough to be with her
>but she still tried to be with him
>arranging dates,
>talking to him and his friends
>Did we wanted to break up with her in such positive time?
>he still loved her
>he still felt bad
>they seemed that still wanted to date
>every time he wasn't with her,
>...
>he was depressed
>worried
>delusional
>even when they were talking online,
>too far away
>too little experience he had
>Drake_jungle.mp3
>ele era quase um bebê comparado com ela
>she stated the obvious
>being a child isn't a attractive trait
>he remembered him taking...
>did it mattered?
>wasn't neither positive nor productive to argue
>he knew that
>he experienced this one too much times
>he did not argued in anything that wasn't positive to her since that day
>he just took all that negativity and kept it hidden,
>tried to say that to her
>no positive results
>what to do?
> he still loved her
> he still felt bad
>at least he could take a lot
>he was afraid to break his own psyche
>to hurt her
>...
> he needed to be cautious with every word he said
> to her
>to his family
>to his friends he already did,
>the few that he did not pushed away
>did that made him miserable?
>did it mattered?
>did he even identified himself with these people?
>a few helped him
>put him up
>at the price of he feeling bad whenever they got down
>and he couldn't do anything most of the times
>empty promises
>words of encouragement
>foolish advices
>childish humor
>he never wanted to go full critical on them
>his experience with feeling bad made him don't
>it was almost over to him
>but the question was still there
>"should I break up with her?"
THE ANSWER WAS NO, BECAUSE HE LOVED HER, HER, HER PERSONALITY, HER FACE, HER SMILE, EVERYTHING ABOUT HER
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This one was obviously bigger, is there a reason for that? Yes.
Can I talk about it? That's for the next chapters of this series of gts....
Are you liking these types of posts? I am, don't be afraid of sharing your story
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